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This was one of those kinds of books where it felt like forever for me to gather my thoughts about how I feel after reading it. Even now, there’s parts of me that are confused and unsure. I was left with the feeling that I had missed some important part of the story that would connect everything I had just read and there would be a light bulb moment of ‘I get it!’ but it never came.
I really liked the premise of the book. The relationship between Mattie and Jolene was very toxic and even when Mattie thought she was free of her, she ended up getting pulled back in. The way it was handled, through flashbacks leading up to Mattie walking away, and the present of seeing her slowly getting sucked back in was disturbing and fascinating from a storytelling perspective. It was easy to see why Mattie would be drawn to bright, shinny Jolene who made her feel special, and it was equally as easy to see why Mattie was better off without her.
While the main focus was on Mattie and her relationships with Jolene, Kris, and Jolene’s ex Hudson, my favourite scenes were the ones that included Mattie’s family. The way they spoke to each other, acted around each other, cared for each other, it was just all so familiar. The family scenes could have easily been my own family.
It wasn’t a particularly fast read as there wasn’t a whole lot of action to have me turning the pages. It was all centered on Mattie, the toxic relationship with her and Jolene, and her growth. I kept waiting for a big twist to catch me off-guard and excite me but it stayed predictable. It wasn’t a bad read and I liked the way the toxic friendship was portrayed, but it just didn’t excite me as much as I had hoped.